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Tuesday, May 01, 2007

aww crap.. i juz hate the stupid cbox..
i go see other ppl 1 like no problem..
although some have oso..
budden my 1 oso cannot see sia..
stupid stupid stupid!! wat 403 forbidden.. hahaz..
if tiz goes on.. i tink i might juz change the tagboard..
WAAHAHAHA =X its plainly stupid la.. hahaz..

ok now lets get down to business..
ehh? wat business?? hahaz..
but anyway.. 2dae's labour day..
labour day means no work.. hahaz..
oh ya.. went out tiz morning to find fang mei mei.. hahaz..
i'm really sorry tt i wun be ur bf.. hahaz..
its really juz not e time for me..
but u'll always be my mei de.. ok?? hahaz..
maybe who noes nxt time..
if i really finding a gf.. hahaz..
u might be e 1 tt i will find..
but i tink for e time.. its better to find some other ppl =)
there r more ppl out there whos waaaaaaaay better den me..
actually veri little..
but i'm really sure u'll find sum1 whom understands u better..
n u might juz understand him better too =)
anyway.. yup.. we shall not ponder over tiz.. hahaz..
juz stand up n carry on with life^^

n after i fetched yf to find her fren..
we went seperate ways.. hahaz..
i tink 2dae wasnt really going that well.. hahaz..
wanted to go out jalan jalan de..
den in e end when i reaching liao say nvr go liao..
wat sia.. but aiya.. i guess every1 has tings to do..
esp its juz a 1 day holiday.. hahaz..
i oso getting tired of going out often..
so i tink i shall find some time to rot at home..
like i used to do.. hahaz..
oh ya.. i actually liked loneliness at times..
or however u spell it..
i find tt its times when i could really slow down..
drop my stuffs n do wat i wan.. hahaz..
its juz time to be alone..
even if its for a long time..
i wun mind.. coz.. i used to take loneliness as part of my life..
its in the head not in the heart..
if u were to take it to heart..
u wun feel gd n it wun be gd..
tts y i would find ways to fight it off..
hahaz.. so there wun be a time u will see me lonely..
i would be spending free time with myself =)

some ppl might find tiz post abit no link.. hahaz..
but i hope those who feels lonely can find tiz helpful..
coz i was lonely b4.. hahaz..
i overcame it soon after..

anyway.. too long nvr dota liao..
i can go eat shit n die liao.. lol..
i tink time to retire bahz..
coz hor.. when i played 2dae..
my fingers all tt veri retard.. hahaha..
i press dang slow la..
but bo bian.. lost touch liao.. hahaz..

n ya.. thx for those get well soon msgs in msn.. lol..
though its not a direct way.. hahaz..
but its e thought tt counts.. hahaz..
i try to fight off the cough n flu with pringles n bueno!!'
WAAHAHAHA =X

10:34 PM...walkAWAY