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Wednesday, August 02, 2006

*cough**cough**cough*
dang i'm sick.. i'm sick of everyting too..
homework.. reports.. n not enough slp.. T.T
hmm.. well.. although i work better under pressure..
but i will somehow breakdown after too much pressure..
tts human nature anyway..
but i haven broke down yet..
its my health broke down only.. so wun die juz yet =)
den my hmwk.. hmm.. actually no hmwk la..
is juz tt tests r coming.. n i haven really bothered abt it..
dun understand e lectures..
coz they look sick oso =/ esp the maths pervert =/
but anyway.. at least tings tt can cheer me up still got a few..
like erm.. maybe friends.. n my N80^^ hehe..
i still trying my best to familiarise with the phone..
well.. in case u guys didnt noe..
tiz is only my second phone.. last time i got my 1st phone was sec3..
july tt time.. which is like so out liao lor me.. =/
den summore my 1st phone wasnt a veri gd 1..
its like 6610i.. n is like the stupid old phone..
with a stupid intergrated camera there..
tts wat makes it so ex..
den tt time when i 1st got my handphone..
i was so happy.. i would take gd care of it.. hahaz..
its like.. although u noe nobody will call..
u will keep tinking.. who will be ur 1st caller..
tt time i would be looking at it day n night..
coz i finally got my 1st handphone.. hahaz..
last time the phone was like so "holy".. hahaz..
got light glowing liddat.. well.. got la..
u press 1 button got le =/ but tts not e main point.. hahaz..
i made sure i brought it wherever i go..
den comes e OBS camp like 1 wk later..
i managed to rmb my hp no. by then.. hahaz..
den we got exchange contacts ma..
i tink i'm kinda lucky.. coz its like..
all e ppl down there got hp.. den if i dun have..
veri left out.. so its like i was proud to give my no. to them..
but they were'nt the 1st to get my contact lor.. hahaz..
my classmates got it 1st.. so ya..
den its like my phone lasted for 2 whole years..
its still alive.. can u believe it?? hahaz..
coz summore hor.. my phone last time la..
was half submerged into e seawater.. hahaz..
but when i noticed it.. i tot confirm die de..
budden hor.. it still can last until recently.. hahaz..
den i tink drop for alot alot times le..
so i tot my phone was like so hardcore lor.. hahaz..
now arh.. my dream phone cannot drop de^^
i dun even take near e toilet.. hahaz..

well.. tts e review until now.. my hp lifestory^^
but my overall lifestory.. hmm.. i cant say its bad..
its juz tt i tink i'm kinda moving back to who i was last time..
i now have e feeling as i had in primary school..
juz tt now is better la.. frens r more crazy than ever..
but last time.. i felt damn lonely..
well.. its not anybody's fault in tiz tingy la..
is juz tt i had tiz tinking since i was young..
i wun wanna talk to ppl when they nvr talk to me..
coz i juz didnt wanna disturb them..
but tiz way.. i would nvr get to socialise..
its not never la.. its juz hard.. i last time hardly had any friends..
now is hai ok lor.. is juz tt.. i feel i dun have close friends..
i wanted to have de.. budden is like.. i juz like..
wun be a gd friend.. or maybe i might be an extra or wat lor..
its juz my thinking.. coz i noe alot ppl will say..
"no la.. u veri gd ma.. u tink too much le"
hahaz.. see? i such a gd mind guesser^^ hehe..
but anyway.. its wat i tink la..
coz its hard to change e habit of tinking too much..
so i seldom tell ppl dun tink too much..
unless i really really nth to tell them to encourage them le..
omg.. i tink once i post tiz..
headline should be.. *SECRETS REVEALED!!*
*GUOLIANG ONLY SAYS DUN TINK TOO MUCH WHEN HE HAS NTH TO SAY!!*
but anyway.. i still tink my best friend is still myself..
coz i usually can talk to myself to calm myself..
ok la.. there r times i seriously need to talk to ppl..
although its like veri little..
but i still thank them for listening to me..
i noe its shocking to noe so much abt me right?
hahaz.. coz i seriously belong to some1 who keeps tings in my heart..
i dun like to bother ppl abt these stuffs de..
coz if i tell too much i scared i might be a nuciance ma..
well.. ya.. there r oso some personal stuffs i oso keep to myself..
although there's kinda regrets.. but i still feel tt hor..
tings like relationships hor.. although i say i wun have 1..
but i sometimes would have thoughts abt tiz..
there were certain times.. whr there r chemistry la..
confirm got de ma.. but i dunno y.. i wun say it out..
n summore i feel i dun tink i am prepared to face tiz stage..
so there r times i felt regret..
but there r oso times i felt relieved..
coz i only realised tt its only minor crushes..
or major.. but i still tink tt i am not prepared..
so ppl who r shocked tt i'm not in BGR..
tiz is my reason.. hahaz.. i am still human afterall^^
anyway.. i'm trying to free myself of these thoughts..
but i'm still making myself only available after 3yrs^^
anybody who would wanna ask me more stuffs hor..
i wun mind de.. coz i'm trying to be more open minded..
coz i learnt tiz frm e stupid SPCORE.. hahaz..
anyway.. i tink i juz stop now..
gotta slp =/ hope u ppl noe more abt me here =)

LianGx2

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